I know I get a little impatient and frustrated with my three year old boy sometimes, he is really at an age that is full of curiousity and adventure and I am learning a lot, on an hourly basis. I often wonder if I am getting through to him, or if he is learning anything important at this stage in his life. I wonder if the foundation is being set for him to grow into a strong, faithful man. I wonder and worry about this a lot.
The past few weeks have shed some hope and I have been given a glimpse of the spirit inside that darling little body of his. If we ever need a reminder that these children are children of our Heavenly Father first and foremost, I had that happen over the past few weeks. It was a humbling and beautiful opportunity to see the giant that dwells within.
A few weeks ago we learned that my husband's cousin's little boy had some serious health problems. This little boy is just about to turn 4 - so he is close to the same age as our sweet boy. He had a condition occur that took away his vision. As we explained this to our children they responded immediately with sincere concern and worry for this little boy. I think they could all relate somewhat to what it would be like to suddenly lose your vision, especially as a young child. We prayed for this little boy and then it was time to go to bed.
First thing the next morning, my boy asked if he could say a prayer. He prayed for this cousin, a very short, sweet, sincere prayer. That afternoon as we blessed our lunch, he again prayed for this little boy. And again that evening. It often occurs while we are driving the girls to school, he will ask to say a prayer then, and he will pray for this little boy.
The little boy has been diagnosed and has recovered quite a bit of what he lost, and my little guy continues to pray for him. He hasn't forgotten about him even though it's been a few weeks now. I have been so humbled by the faith and love that has poured out of this little boy, I had never really seen that side of him.
I now see the spiritual giant that resides in that sweet, wonderful, darling little body.
I am so lucky to be his mommy.